dreams: January 10, 1999
bringing a balancing femininity to computer science
I'm in a living room.
Someone asks me what my major is. I give them a long name:
"Computer Specialist _____ _____." Then I can't really remember, so
I look it up in the course catalogue; all I can find is "computers."
I tell the person that my study has a lot of charged masculine power,
yet I'm bringing a balance to it by still totally honoring and utilizing
my femininity.
slave to Ina
My pants are down, and I have a metal ring through my clit.
It's attached to a thin long chain that is attached to Ina (Christina)
on the other end (somewhere on her body?). We're walking around a house.
It hurts. I feel locked in, without freedom.
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