you look back at me.
who do you see?
i struggle
with the identity
of this body.
sometimes i own it
sometimes i am it
and other times
it dissolves
into a oneness
with everything
around me
as my electrons spin
at a higher frequency
so i can feel
the space
in the atoms of light.
the divine holds me
like mother earth
holds humanity.
and it is then
that i understand
my body.