Dreams: June 25
Miles is getting married.
Mimi
and Scott are there at the
spontaneous, informal ceremony. I'm disappointed because I realize I've
always wanted to marry him myself. I think about how he'll now have to
get a divorce before I can marry him. He and I hug, which is a nice
reminder of our friendship at least.
NEXT,
It's time to go back to school, but for some reason I have to go back to
the Middle School, which feels weird. As I walk down the bus ramp outside,
everyone looks so young, and there are many adults around, enforcing the
rules. I go inside the crowded hallway and see
Django and Shana. We
gather to talk, and I have a sort of deja vu where I realize I
had a dream [only in my dream] the night before that I'd see the two of
them here. Django is saying that he has some appliances and gadgets he
wants to bring in to help prepare his brown-bagged lunch. He has 8 items
(toaster, microwave, etc.) but is wondering if there's enough electrical
outlets in the lunchroom.
NEXT,
I'm in a room that has tons of sampler/testers of nice lotions, moisturizers,
lip balms, etc. I see my face in a mirror and it looks really dry, so I put
some lotion on it.
NEXT,
I'm sitting in a movie theater getting into a political debate with some
people around me. Something to do with being an African-American in the U.S..
NEXT,
Someone's telling me about how a young teen girl is a drug user and may
be HIV+ because she never protects herself. Somehow I can see an image
of her shooting up. There's a clear plastic bag attached to her arm, and
as she shoots up, her blood flows from the needle into the bag. The plastic
bag is now poofing out like a bright red bouncing ball.
Now I'm walking in the forest, and there's a red bouncy ball at my feet.
I'm worried because it may be the girl's, contaminated with her blood. I
kick it as hard as I can, sending it through the trees. I hope
nobody will find it. I see a familiar-looking
loft/tree house wooden structure ahead, and as I approach it, a young teen boy
comes up to me. (He has composite characteristics of Bo Jeska and Ashley/Charley W.)
We know each other. He and I wrap our arms around each other like good
friends, pressing our bodies together as we walk toward the loft.
I have a friend up in the loft who sticks her head out and tells me that
Jenn G. is on the phone for me. I'm surprised. My friend hands me
down the phone, which looks like my open black purse/wallet. I accidentally
hang up on her, but I don't understand this phone or know how to turn it
back on. I ask how to use it, but my friend can't explain it. I realize
that her name is also Jen. I ask her to look up Jenn G.'s phone number.
I tell her it's on a list that's posted above the sink in the corner
of the loft. Meanwhile, my young boy friend has gone to get something.
I see him walking back along a road next to the woods. He is with 2 girls.
FIN