dreams: June 12, 1998
Troy's home
I arrive at Troy's house. All of a sudden I'm struck with
the realization that I can't remember how I got here. I look
out into the cul de sac and see my blue VW bug parked nearby,
but I have no recollection of driving it here. That strikes me
as weird. I feel like my brain is dealing with some substance
(pot or alcohol), but I don't remember taking anything. I go
through the garage and enter the house through a random door,
accidentally finding myself in Troy's parents' bedroom. They're in
bed; the room is warmly lit with bedside lamps. I turn around
as fast as possible, hoping they didn't see me. I go through a
door that will take me through their rumpus room. I'm looking
for Troy. I find him in his bedroom (which actually looks
like Phoebe's room at Mom's house). He doesn't really acknowledge
me. He goes into the bathroom next to this room in order to take
a shower. I just sit on his bed waiting. I feel ugly. I imagine
just wanting to snuggle up with him -- platonic but comforting.
a bus through Ashland
NEXT, I'm at Bloomsbury Books with a group of friends (most
of whom are younger, all Ashlanders). We catch a bus. I'm trying
to get home. It stops on B Street, right before getting to 3rd St.
(next to Jenica and Rabbit's house). I'm going to walk down
to John's house from here. I get my stuff from the bus.
- FIN -