"all my armour falling down"
i'm not gonna tell about EVERYONE in my life..just the people that pretty much my life involves on a constant basis...
JEN---> Jen is my best friend in the whole world. Nothing says best friendship like me and her. I've known her for almost 6 years now but its only been the last 2 years that we have gotten extremely close. We both went through hard times with family these past couple years and we helped each other out. I believe she knows me better than anyone in this world. I think she's probably the only person i NEVER get sick of. she's my other P.O.G!!
EMILY/TINA-they come next to being my close girls in school..i'm close with emily, but that's only been recent. they are both totally honest and original people. and fun!!
JASON (SHERMAN)-Jason was my first boyfriend ever. He's now my best guy friend-always ready to help me out with whatever comes next. He has the ability to make me feel like such a special person. I never take the jewelry that he gave me off..well the necklace sometimes, but the ring has a permanent home on my finger. I have no doubt that we'll never lose touch..we'll have to see what happens. But i love him to death and i really can't imagine my life without him.
MATT-my brother. He goes to college at swarthmore. He's really smart and works for teamsphere.net. We get along pretty well..and i consider us close.
DAVE-my other guy best friend. its different from jason in that i never dated dave but there was a point where i thought i might be interested and i knew he was. It never panned out, but we're both glad it didn't. He has listened to me through everything and i think we've both had a big impact on each other's lives.
Arielle/Jessica/Pammy/Sarah/Elizabeth(aka: BIZ)- my camp friends.I can't believe i originally left them out on this page..i didn't mean to. They have helped shape me into the person i am..I love them to death and although, i live so far from them and visitation has been slim to none..they will always be part of me. We have our ups and downs as friendship goes, but i know they will always be the ones i look back and remember and hopefully be able to pick up the phone and call.
JASON (CASEY) AKA: JASON#2- I get along with him in a crazy way..but he's one of my closest guy friends and i swear i can talk to him about really gross stuff. He's in the band Granulated Sugar and because of him, I became friends with NIck Marascia and started dating Steve. Me and Ja have tons of fun together!
STEVE- my current boyfriend. I'm wondering for how long..but that's not really quite my decision right now. He's perfect for what i was looking for and i'm really lucky to have gotten him..i'm just hoping i stay lucky. He's really artisitic and a very busy boy. but he's gonna make it real far. He's such an inspiration i can't even describe..plus i like the way i am when i'm alone with him. I'm myself and he's okay with that...i think.
LAURA-we've known each other forever..but we HATED each other in private school. She even left it and went to public school. recently we've become close and enjoy spending time with her. She's also my little gossip queen helping me find out needed info on the boy.
JON/YONDER/TIM/MATT-- all ex-boyfriends. Most of them are complete assholes. But not jon. We just had rough times. I did love him at one point. The rest were just wild party boys.
YITZ-my NCSY advisor..i really think he had the biggest impact on me being in this program. I'm really thankful he came along and he always has a good perspective on things, although i may not always agree on them.
JENELL/KRISTIN/KRISTY/STEPH--All friends who i was really close with all my years. but this year we really broke off..occasionally we hang out..and when we do, i do have fun with them.
BRIAN AYRES/RYAN/MIKE/THOMSON-all really close guy friends of mine but they all left for college. I miss them incredibly. I have a lot of fun with them and i think they played a big part in who i am today. When I do get to see him-its tons of fun. For some reason i connect to Brian so much. that boy is too awesome and i'm always sad when he's not home.
TEX- he's just like a brother and i met him on my trip this summer to israel. we weren't really friends so much during israel but now we're so close since YK and online and i love talking to him. he's so smart with guy advice. I regret not spending much time with him on TJJ..i mean he lives in texas:(
JENNY/TIFF/MELISSA/CARLY/ILANA/BECCA- All awesome friends from TJJ. They made my summer a blast. I miss them all and especially miss my girl, tiff.
ERIN/BARA/SHANNA-my best girl friends from the trip. We try to visit and stuff but its hard since we're all so spaced out. I'm the closest with Erin and i think that we are soulmate friends."um..hi."
ANNA-I don't know anna in real life. I think i've known *of* her since i was in 9th grade..so around 3-4 years already. She was really into the BU$H scene and then i just started reading her website. It was her who told me that if i wanted to learn to write, i just had to get a notebook and start writing. Well thanks anna, cause it helped and now i'm going into the writing field. You should see my first diary entry..and first poem..etc.--SO AWFUL..i believe i've gotten so much better. I owe a lot of it to her, although she probably doesn't know. I've never met her, but i feel like i know her. I've been reading her online journal since it was "the life,times, and writings, of anna" way back when i thought she was "syd". Must have been 3 years ago...she's such an inspiration and if my writing style is like hers, well then, its only because she's "taught" me..only consistent journaler i ever read...
ILANA-my oldest friend in the world. I've known her since i was 4? and ever since we've been friends although for awhile there we had lost touch. But we're the type of friends who will never be at a lack of things to say even if we haven't seen each other in ages. I'm so glad she went with me on TJJ. Now we have such memories on top of the old!
NICK/ERICA/BETSY/LINDSAY/CHRIS- the new visions crew. We all hate the program, but i don't think we'd get through it had we not have each other. they're a riot!!
**that's about it..i'll be putting names with faces on here a.s.a.p.
"Waiting here for you
Wanting to tell you
How I get my ends and my beginnings mixed up too
Just the way you do
Thought if I told you
You might want to stay for just another day or two"
