*invisible kisses*

 

i thought that at 17

i would know everything

when it comes to my heart

but i don't know shit

and i'm letting you

walk all over

the hands you used to hold

as much as i want to tell

you off

my love keeps me from saying

the things i wouldn't mean to say

and why should i let you hurt me

and not have the power to hurt you

but you didn't really love me

you don't know real love

the moment things got tough

you blamed me

for everything

and now i'm blaming myself

cause its easiest to think you're right

and i'm sorry i slept with you

gave away my most precious thing

believing i was your precious one

do you regret me that much

do you hate me for what i've made you

i hate myself for it

it always hurts to wonder why

you've changed into being this way

cause i don't hate you

for making me like this

you showed me euphoria

and yet you brought me down

I'm scared to face them

without you by my side

they wouldn't see me there

unless you were connected

i'd become invisible to them

as i've already become to you

11/12/99

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