Box 'o' fun

 just sufing around i   found a site that i know the girls would like. From now on this column is for sites that i recommend you visit and that i really liked, that i came across...or for lyrics..just get used to this box being here.

Chickclick

The Stile Project  

     *sigh* finally. I figured out how to get boxes of color without having that stupid cell padding crap around it. I just kinda want to spruce this site up..i'm already SO bored with it, and the journal entries are full of content, but dull in design..so just bear with me here as i experiment more and figure out just how neat frontpage really is!..um..yeah. hi.

     i'm already so antsy, that's how excited i am about figuring out how to do this...i always thought that i would always be web-designed impaired and have to work as..iono.something i don't want to work as because i thought i needed some talent and skills. trust me, i am of no talent, so anybody could do this..it just takes dedication...and..a lot of free time, of which i have plenty...sadly.

     I mean i like the simple and kinda classy look, but it looks kinda dull to me..now that i know i can do SO much more..i like want to redesign the WHOLE website and start over. Maybe its the colors..hmmm..i need to think..

     Anyway...i'm sitting here at home and i'm not really bored (i am a HUGE computer geek, i confess, and sitting here for hours is entertaining to me, but really of no social value), but at the same time i'm really bored. I don't know what's going on for tonight..plans-wise..i'm definitely thinking that since my parents are going to philly and jen can't stay over cause she has to wake up really early to go with Tina to New Paltz, that i'm gonna be stuck alone..and that scares me. I can't sleep here all by myself. I know i wouldn't be able to shut my eyes and go to sleep..and if i was to fall asleep...i bet my alarm wouldn't wake me up in time for me to get up and get out to my first day on the job tomorrow. Eek! exciting..i'm actually getting paid. this could be something. Already i owe my dad tons of money..that um..well..he doesn't know about yet.

   Here's the deal with that. I figure i want to go into magazine writing..i enjoy the magazines i currently subscribe to, but i felt that i needed more samples to learn from..so i went online and ordered subscriptions to about 4 new magazines..i mean it really doesn't add up to all that much..but still..and then today AOL was offering a great deal on a digital camera..and if AOL is suggesting and it was by the brand Polaroid, i figure that is guarantee enough that it will suffice for now..it was only $60 i think..and if i'm not impressed, they allow for a 30 day money back guarantee, no questions asked...so obviously they're backing this product...and i figure, 2-3 works worth of pay will reimburse my dad.

   oy. today. SUCH horrible cramping and pain..i couldn't wait for New Visions to end..it was horrible..i couldn't sit there and take it, i needed period medication and to lie down. But i couldn't do that..i figured i could live with the pain for the last half an hour and then rush home to pop enough aleve. I so wish i was on birth control so that I could relieve the period pain (which by the way has nothing to do with the usual tummy pain), but because b.c. can cause clots and blood clotting runs in my family and i've tested both negative and positive for the antibodies for the clotting disorder, we cannot know for sure..and there is no way i could risk it...So relaxing and stuff is good for now...

    I've been listening to the new Shawn Mullins CD "The First Ten Years"..which i highly suggest. god, he is so amazing..

   So my parents are going to philly today and i think they are gonna let me stay home..I can't cancel out on work..but i don't know the plans for tonight. I know that Steve is working until 10:00..and i don't know if he's going to call me once he's out..i figure that he's just going to hang out with his friends..so..i don't know about any plans tonight..unless the girls decide to come over. I'm tempting them with the movie "Dirty Dancing"..hehe..great movie.."hey loverboy...", but uh, i do kinda feel ucky and totally PMSing..

   I figure i should bring a little bag with like a notebook and a book and stuff so that i can write or read while nobody is miniature golfing, cause i figure that that's going to be the case...i'm kinda nervous, and i'm kinda not..can't be that bad..